I BELIEVE

You're the first best friend  The first enemy too The first to tell how "uncool" I was and it was time to give up dolls and shift to cooler stuff You were also the one to go fight and get the Rabbit back for I started to cry or may be you made me cry so we got it back :P The one who cleverly pulled a chair right next to the stage to put dialogues in my mouth for it was my first time on stage My first strict poem recitation instructor :D The one to push me into curricular activities  The one to bring me back to reality for I'm a crazy dreamer The one who fills my wardrobe with "wearable clothes" The one who makes me less tech challenged  The one to click pretty pictures of mine and tell me how I suck at photography  The one who took me to a disc for the first time and gets me Google goodies :D AND the one who finds all this very sissy but still loves me big time!  As you turn  a year older today ...

Know what it feels to be stuck, Reasoning at times and at others just cursing luck;  At first there was no will  So deep I've fallen that now it's a treacherous climb uphill; Every rendezvous makes me question why, Sometimes myself, why I just can't seem to say a good bye; Its two steps forward and a leap behind,  There's got to be a way which I refuse to find; You're oblivious of this fact,  That's what compels you to question your acts; May be you'll understand, but I'm certain you will not, How do I even begin to explain in what I'm caught?  I am not being a good friend, but was I ever one? Or was it just along the way, I found being with you was fun; So far we've come and yet I haven't moved a shoe, long gone are the days of battling the blues;  When will I accept what is, And give up on what'll never be? Or may be sometime someday,  You'll eventually see;  Life'...